Δευτέρα, 12 Απριλίου 2010

entopizontas tin ntoulapa

...Kapote mia fili mou eipe''ta sinaisthimata einai san ta papoutsia''...einai gnwsto se olous mas pws oi ginaikes exoun ena themataki me ta panemorfa dermata pou ntinoun ta pelmata mas, mas dinoun ipsos, vgainoun se polla xrwmata kai sxedia, ksofterna, peep toe, psiles ws ta gonata mpotes. Analoga me tin epoxi kai ton xaraktira mas dialegoume ta katalila.
Merikes fores, omws mas xtipane...
...h ataka petaxtike ,fisika, se mia kouventa pou eixame sxetika me ena palikari (ti allo..?) o opoios me talaipwrouse 5 xronia, imoun pitsirika tote 20-21 xronwn kai thimamai pou tis elega apegnwsmena ''fovamai fovamai na ksanaerwteutw exw pligwthei toso poli...o epomenos sigoura tha mou tin kanei'' kai tote auti girise me to ifos tou arximidi kai mou eipe...
-ta sinaisthimata einai san ta papoutsia, skepsou apla pws exeis dei ena latremeno monadiko fantastiko panakrivo zeugari goves kai theleis san treli na tis agoraseis. Pernas kathe mera kai tis xazeveis stin vitrina, kaneis poli kairo oikonomia kai telika kateferneis na tis agoraseis. Pigaineis sto spiti kai tis foras panw katw, alla mono mesa sto spiti, fovasai na tis vgaleis eksw mipws tis xalaseis. Parola auta, mia dio fores tis vazeis kai perpatas san tin gata.
Tis afineis sto kouti. Tis ksexnas!!!!
O kairos pernaei kai ekei pou psaxneis kati allo tsoup to fantaxtero tous kouti sou xtipaei sto mati. Xairesai toooooosooooo poli pou opws einai tis pairneis kai tis dokimazeis!Mantepse? Oi goves prwton, exoun figei apo tin moda kai deuteron kai pio simantiko ta podia sou einai prismena kai se xtipane.-
Sti dikia mou periptwsi ta podia mou einai toso toumpano, apo to perpatima kai to treksimo, pou oxi goves den mporw na valw, oute kan nikies...eimai eksw kai kikloforw me tis lastixenies pantofles pou forouse i giagia mou sto kipo (merikes fores mas ti petage kiolas prospathwntas na vrei stoxo otan kaname ataksies kai gw kai i aderfi mou.), fisika to ipoloipo sinolo einai prosegmeno...alla ti na to kaneis otan to themelio tou ntisimatos eina to papoutsi????????
Mou fainetai pws exw poli kairo na anoiksw tin ntoulapa mou...ta vlepw apo makria
to kouti tis oikogeneias
to kouti tis douleias
to kouti tis filias
to kouti tou erwta

to kouti tis jennys...